.: me = no one :.

...24 nov 2009...
...2253 WIB...

cold nite....though da rain was just like only 10 minutes today..
mood swings back and forth like HELL..
dun noe why..always like this..
shit...sumtimes i just hope my life will end..very soon..
easy..for everyone.......
no more burden.....
no longer heart breaking...
no more guilt....
since this is not a chilling post..
i chose this colour...suits my mood..
e.m.o.... :(

it feels like looking to da sky...
ya its beautiful...open and free...
and ya..u admire it..
but at da same time,
u noe u won't be able to reach it..
u noe dat u won't even able to touch it..
dats da same feeling i have while having u...
it feels like ur da one and only in my life...
ur beauty made me admire u the most...
yet i noe dat loving u wasn't even close to da word " possible "
to even touch ur " taken away " heart may take another century..
or longer...

but da question is.........
"how can you love da person dat doesn't even care bout you?"

guess i was wrong bout u gurl.....
u were not da same as da 1st time i laid my eyes on u...
not to say ur not my taste...but...
seems like i have to face da fact dat u've changed...
changed to sumone dats totally up-side-down....
it felt like piercing a nail through da flesh and bone....

proves da human tongue was rite all along...
"people changed through time"

so what should a soul-less man do when he knew dat he'll die not in da arms of he loved ones....not to forget, he lost all his hopes during broken moments and everything crushes down on him?
what should he do?!?!

only GOD knows.......

only GOD.........