r.a.c.i.s.m

what is sooooooo GREAT being a malay??
we ruled the country?
we're more "civilized"?
we're open-minded to accept other race in our own motherland?
one word. BULLSHIT

ya. our 1st prime minister did gave us freedom.independence.
and he was a malay..
so what do we malays proud of?
is it because it was a malay who went all the way just to make sure that when we wake up every morning, there's no japanese soldier banging our door??
I don't get it u know.
i have few of my friends,
when each time they see an indian walking in front of them,
they'll be covering their nose just to show that he was stink.
and it was on purpose!
i had a cousin to search my pockets just to make sure no chinese smuggled drugs each time i went hangout with them!
so what malays are expecting from them?!

I'm not going to be hypocrite here.
I too was a bid of a racist myself. but it was waaaaayyyy long time ago.
maybe because i was in a boarding school full of malays.that i even didn't have a chance to know about their culture, mind and understanding.

then i went to a indian college after my SPM.
trust me. it wasn't easy for me at the 1st time.to see a whole bunch of "coloured" people sitting around me,
just talking in some random language,
laughing at dirty jokes *as they sayy..*
but be surprise that on my 1st day of "school"
an indian ajak me to have lunch with them.
YA. AN INDIAN.
even my relatives didn't bother to ask me whether i have eaten or not.
at that moment, i knew i was wrong about them

They're not violent as we see them in tv.
that's all media and political bullshit.
*that's for next time*and how lucky i am. To go to an indonesian university here in bandung.
straight after graduation.
and more lucky coz in my batch there's only 9 malay guys, 20 malay girls and
a 4 indian football tems and more!
here i learned more than what i expected.
not just medical shits.
but the true indian culture. their TRUE colour.
i've even made them as my own family.

so ya peeps.. i got a whole lot more to say about themcoz they aren't like we see through our eyes.
thru the MEDIA's eyes.
and those political bullshit? don't trust them.
coz to them, it's all bout the money.
get to know them 1st, talk to them. go to their temple or what ever shits u wanna do with them.
then only u k
now, then only u realise,
that,

"we all just the same"

till next time peeps,
shibukawa bounce!
:)

-one of my favourite movie-
-an inspiration for us-
-al - Fatihah to arwahYasmin Ahmad-

.: B . O . N . D . S :.

...22 january 2010...
...0039 WIB...

well actually...
tajuk quite xde kena mengena ngn aku nye post mlm ni..
hehe..
di mlm exam camni..
smue study...not all laa..
but got some study..some tido..maen dota..
haha..
da tensi sgt jadi "budak medik"
tp laen bg aku beb..
type post baru for me blog..
de sorg penah ckp...

"blogs are for losers"
"kalo nk express how u feel, then juz say it laa"

haha..
terkilan senanye dgr dorg ckp camtu..
coz 2 - 2 org tu member baek kot...
well...........
there is a reason why ppl chose to write a blog
juz to express wat inside their mind
instead of saying out loud..
same as me...
i live on one of these principle :

"words can be hurt"

ok....
so it's quite less painful or more relieving
to juz write it in the blog
sooo...
back to da "principle"
ok...

last nite..
de member aku...dtg mai blik..
dgn muka sedih, nada suara yg berat, badan lesu..
mai je terus baring atas katil...
aku lak ngah layan citer Public Enemies..hehe
aku tanye die..
"asal ko ni bai?"
die jawab...mate time tu da cam berair gak ar..
"pe ko rase kalo org yg ko syg slame ni da di "rampas" org?"

to tell you da truth..
aku xtau camne nk jwb dat question..
but juz nk senangkan ati die..
coz x sanggup kot tgk member sedih camtu...
aku jawab..
"biar je die tuh...jgn pikir sgt.."

so......
u guys must be asking...
asal lak member aku ni sayang gler kat minah tu?
or should i say BITCH...
well.....
like i said..
words can be hurt....
dulu ko ckp mcm2 beb..
"aku sayang kau"...."u belong to me"...ku perlukan mu"
and others la..
but in the end..
ko sendiri yg x "stick" ngn ur own words..
u broke a guy's heart...
u became a fucking bitch...
BOND yg ko ngn die da buat for sooooooo freaking long
da putus camtu je...

so wat i'm trying to say here...
mind ur words..
i mean like
dun juz say and never meant them..
dun juz say and the next moment u forgot...
dun juz say and hope it fall on deaf ears..

if u hav dat soo much of courage to say THOSE things,
then have da courage to face da consequences when evrythg screwed up!

so aku spread da words among u guys,
gurls.
and obviously...BITCHES,
dun juz think about urself when u say about somethg..
or anything!
even when u talk to someone yg ko kenal like 5 minutes ago...
x kire how heartless u are..
dun break a person's heart...
by using ur own words...
coz who noe...
one day,da whole world might FUCK U UP!

tu je la for malam nie...
hope we all amek iktibar..
n sorry for those who terasa...
coz korang deserve it...

put ur heads up high for da broken hearts..
coz we gotta move on in this life..chillex!
and fuck off for da bitches!

shibukawa bounce!